some sae i'm disillusioning myself..that i'm running away frm memories.. avoiding things that bring up the past..so as to convince myself that i've moved on..others sae this is all part and parcel of moving on..that it will pass..yet i dunno wad it is..am i realli decieving myself..seeing onli wad i choose to see..or am i realli moving on?i hope its the latter..cuz given the situation..its realli not right for me to stay on..but i realli dunno wad it is..and i'm so freekg confused..i dunno wad i am..wad i wan..or even who i am..if i did believe in past lives..i'm pretty much sure i must have been a serial murderer..sadly i dun believe in such crap..which means i must haf done smthng realli realli bad in the past 15 yrs(almost) of my life..or maybe its just a slice of life..i dunno..this sarks..

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